Introspective Musings

-All families are dysfunctional, it just depends to what extent.

-I do not excel at any one thing, which I like to call being "well rounded."

-A small group of close friends is far greater than having many "friends."

-Appearances are often deceiving.

-Life's rarely predictable.

-Love is a choice, not a feeling.

-I desperately cling to God.

My Heart…

Lately I have just felt like I’m in a constant battle to control my emotions and attitudes.  It’s so easy for me to be fine and let one little thing completely change my mood and my perspective.  I hate that I don’t feel like myself and that I constantly have to fight to hole myself in check.

I have let these things go for too long.  I am done with jealousy.  I am cutting out self-pity.  I am destroying perfectionism.  I am kicking comparison in the face.  I am pushing out guilt.  I am throwing away worry.  I am sick of selfishness.

There’s nothing left.  My heart is bare and empty now.  This is what it’s been filled with. 

Now it’s time to fill it again.